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| whenever we fight bout sumin hes always askin meeh "why do u always do this to me baby?!?"....and yes i start the fight most of the times...and its cuz of lil stupid reasons and all of a sudden it gets big...i kno he doesnt deserve to be treated like this cuz hes the only one i got and i myt end up losin him...and its hard to explain why i try so hard for always getting peoples attention..i guess im a big pam pam..sometimes whenever i feel like hes getting tired of me or hes not giving me enough attention..i get sad ....i guess cuz when i was small i didnt get enough attention and love from my family..and i think hes the first person that made me feel that im special that i also deserve to be loved...but im too blind to see it...i have too many negative things in my mind that i wish to disappear...i dont wanna lose jason..hes my everything..hes all i got..and im willing to change just to save our relationship...and i hope im not too late..i love him so much...
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|  ...just when i tawt everything was perfect between me and my baby,sumin just had to happen that i dislike the most...i kno its only a lil thing,but it turned me off..cuz its fine to say no sometimes..id understand..i just dont like what happened..i dont kno..maybe im overreacting,but still...i love him very much..and i dont want lil things like this to ruin our relationship..cuz i kno we both deserve eachother..we deserve to be happy together..hes the only guy i want for me..and i kno im deeply inlove with him...sometimes im having doubtz cuz,hes not really showy bout his feelings..sometimes i wonder if he really cares about meeh or maybe hes just sayin all those things to me to be nice...love takes times... | | |
|  dang...its been 3yrs since the last time i wrote sumin in herre...im bored so yeh...well anyways im finally back from the philippines...finally back in my babyz arms..i tawt id never see him again..im happy cuz even if we had someone else when we were apart,we still ended up together,after all the drama and bullshit..mah feelings for him would never change..even though sometimes i think about breakin up with him..but i kno hes my life and i cant picture my future without him..he makes me very happy..and i cant see mah self being with another guy anymore..or gurl..he changed me..and im so blessed for having an angel,so im very thankful for that...ill do anything for my baby,whatever makes him happy..cuz i kno i cant afford to lose him,and id die if i do...forever is not enuf for me to love him,id spend another life time lovin him if i hab to..hheheheh.. i dont know...hes my baby,my prince,my savior,my caramel,my knight n shining armor,my nigga...and my everything.. i love u jason!! | | |
| dANg! iSh bEen aVery lOng tiMe siNcE i wr0te in diz ish..but anyways..i am so happy because i hab andrew..well we not really together but so0n..i always hab fun whenever we two talk..i dont really kno wut love means but WOAH im in love wit the guy..we act like we married..the weird part is we n0t even t0gether...i like him al0t..the first time i saw him was last saturday...and i would do anything just to see him again... ::sighs:: ..anyways..ive been g0ing thr0ugh s0 much right n0w..s0metimes i d0nt even kn0 wut t0 d0 anym0re...anyway...im happy f0r hanna and ivan..ivan ish ma new h0mie..hHAHA..they lo0k s0o cute t0gether..0mgsh..yeh..andrew ish friends wit ivan and im friends with hanna..HAH WOAH! hhmm..like wut i said..im happy f0r em and i als0 want t0h be happy..and i f0und the guy wh0 makes me happy very much...hehehehe..blah..l8z.. | | |
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